This is the second vertical AI BL drama I've sat through, and honestly I went in knowing better. I had it on while I was doing cardio at the gym, and what struck me was just how much the plot echoed the last one I watched. Same step brother romance angle, same mystery girlfriend showing up near the end, same extra guy pining after one of the leads. Genuinely the only thing going for it was the runtime, the whole thing wrapped up in forty five minutes flat. The setup kicks off with Finn moving schools because his mom just married into money. He finds out his new step brother Aiden goes to the same place, and he's warned to keep his distance from him. Their first run in at school is rocky, just like you'd expect, but there's this odd pull between them neither can shake off. Finn keeps telling himself not to read into it because Aiden's straight and openly homophobic. Things shift when some kids start bullying Finn and the student council president, Ryan, steps in to ...
The show starts with his struggles with internalized homophobia and rampant infidelity. He talks about online trolling for having a white boyfriend and how maybe he has something against black folks. He also admits rather sheepishly that he still seeks the approval of Black people, which likely has to do with his upbringing. He talks about his waffle obsession, using Grindr when he was hiding his sexuality, his family — particularly his hyper-religious mother, and how challenging it is to return to his childhood home in North Carolina, where his parents still live. He leans into the relief he feels about no longer being closeted while considering his remaining discomfort over PDA. Despite their open relationship, he hates that his beau can also sleep with other people, but his own sexual appetite prevents him from being monogamous. He admits to hiding certain masturbatory material away from God and the lengths he went to hook up with other men in secret. There are a few moments where he returns to a vulnerable facet of himself, such as in speaking about interacting with strangers at the onset of the Grindr app.
The 53-minute special is full of laugh-out-loud punchlines, but the comedian also doesn’t shy away from darker themes. He reflects on child funerals, very graphic and specific sexual acts that get him off and also how he’s hurt and continually devastated his partner because of his inability to be truthful and express his feelings. Even amid these deeply uncomfortable and sometimes cringy moments, Carmichael’s self-awareness is always palpable. I did not find the special having too many laugh-out-loud moments but I did feel it to be honest and sometimes maybe too graphic when he talks about sexual escapades. There were also some awkward moments of silence where maybe the comedian expected laughs or gags but they likely didn't land. Despite all that, it was still very much watchable and very much gay. (6/10)
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